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Out of the Clyde

Jackie Kay

Since all your steps were taken,
and you’d set off for death,
with your hobnails on Ben Narnain
walking the kyleside shingle;
since you knew since you were little that
you’d return to this young life in death –
to the ship’s cradles, the Greenock hills,
the high tenement, your mother’s voice,
your father singing, Alastair’s homing memory –
you came calmly, puffing light on the page,
to speak for the other side (like an Airlie or a Reid)
fine-tuning your small self, the one you grieved
all your life. Clydeside clad, you stepped with ease,
not minding yourself on the way, a steady pace, then
stopped – out of the flood – to speak to us, first
from the tall tenement of poetry, then off on a ship
down the upper Clyde, and onto a steamer on
the Firth of Forth, you carried us, Makar W.S.
– your light lit, your heart light –
all the way down to the love-signed sea,
still William Sydney who married Agnes Nessie,
then you stood stock still to listen
to your father singing the Bonny Earl o’ Moray;
a boy once more who learnt the lessons early –
that those who hurt you most, you love most dearly.


Jackie Kay

Copyright © Jackie Kay, 2018. All rights reserved.

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About this poem

This poem was written as part of ‘The Blue Crevasse’ project, which marks the centenary of W.S. Graham in 2018. The image of a blue crevasse famously appears in W.S. Graham’s poem ‘Malcolm Mooney’s Land’, and the author’s estate welcomed the idea of creating a similar metaphorical space where admirers of the poet might, in a sense, be lowered for a month’s solitary ‘residency’.

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Jackie Kayb.1961

Jackie Kay was born and brought up in Scotland. She was awarded an MBE in 2006, and was appointed Scotland's Makar in 2016.
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